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IzzyMarrie
SALUTE YOUR MAJOR!
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
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(I'm just a tad bit eccentric XD)

(eheh... nom?)

(Salute your 'Major'!)

I'm mainly here to fave great artworks of my favorite fandoms and other things of interest and comment and give support to the many wonderful artists that can be found here on DA. If you'd like to chat, send me a note. I'm hardly one to consider 'unfriendly' unless you're ignorant of the concept of tact and common decency when such behavior should be displayed.


What I actually DO here on DA:

I am a hobby writer for the most part. I enjoy writing poetry and fanfiction, and I experiment with unique formatting. I sometimes will upload photos, although mainly it is writing, and sometimes I'll post voice acting or original mixes with dark sound effects.

Fandoms:

I love Marble Hornets and EverymanHYBRID (I'm not usually a fan of found footage, but both these series won my heart), King of Thorn, Angel's Egg, Tokyo Ghoul, .Flow, Mogeko Castle, Future Diary, Black Butler, Hellsing and Hellsing Ultimate, The Stanley Parable, Portal, Necromentia, Pan's Labyrinth, Death Parade, Darker Than Black, Mad Max Fury Road, Homestuck (more-so, the fandom artwork and such- since the comic's kinda 'meh' to me), Serial Experiments Lain, Naruto (despite the stupid ending), Corpse Party, The Witch's House, Mad Father, Ib, Demonophobia (more-so for the AMAZING concept of the restart meaning something and the pause not protecting you from enemies,. was hoping for more story though), Deadman Wonderland, Serial Experiments Lain, Black Lagoon, Mushishi, SCP Containment Breach, Soul Eater, Bleach, Elfen Lied, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Howl's Moving Caste, Spirited Away, The Last of Us, Outlast, Evil Within (despite overly confusing story and freaking..Sebastian... I still loved a lot of the beginning and through the middle XD), Among The Sleep, and several other video game and manga and/or animes. I am also a huge guro fan and horror fan in general, however, I don't care for something that's just completely gore (eh, usually)... I like to imagine a story and see some creativity with it. And as for liking guro, there's more of a particular kind I like and it's only for the appreciation of the horror aspect of the art (it's not a fetish of mine). I can't stand scat or things such as this, and most of the guro artworks I like rarely contain sex. Although there's several artists I like, manglo is a great example of what I like. I also am a huge horror vocaloid fan and one of my favorite utaites is Fukuwa.


Anyways, hope you enjoy your visit, and don't feel shy! Leave a comment! I'm actually a lot nicer than you'd think X'DD (In fact, I chat too much and so you'll have to excuse my nonsense.. I APOLOGIZE FOR NOTHING!!)
Okay, so I am 70% done.  I'm doing that thing again where I've wrote too much and sta.sh writer's being annoying.  Most of what I'm doing right now is minor additions, but a lot of it is rearranging and fixing up some things while trying to make the decision of whether or not I should edit my index to accommodate for an extra chapter, or if I try making some of what I've written for this chapter fit into the final chapter after it (which is already written).  This will take some time, because as I've said before (but for those who don't already know), I have a LOT on my plate right now, and I'm moving in less than 2 months.  I'm under an immense amount of stress, and so any writing that I do is purely for stress release right now, but I won't push myself.  I love writing.  It's been keeping me sane this past couple of months, I won't lie, but I'm trying to make promises of when things will be released, but at this point I won't promise anything concerning when a chapter will definitely be released.  It makes writing less like an obligation and more like what I've always thought of it as:  my sanctity.


Anyways, so I doubt most of you read that.  But here is a small angsty short from my next chapter so ya'll have something new to read  ^_^  (btw, I freaking love this part, even though it's so sad... I'm just proud with how it came out):



    "If you . . . want to know the truth brother . . . I think I . . . understand you . . . more than you think."

    And now he's cradling me like a child, like a baby, and this is wrong.  I'd been taking care of him, trying my fucking best to make him happy . . . but . . oh God . .

    I slide my palm down my face, and he holds me tighter, his scarf falling over me the same time his tears do.

    I try to speak, but I can't.  It's like the words are stuck, and I can't make them come out.

    "I am sure that you are overwhelmed with grief, dear brother, and are unable to form words, but not to worry . . . for I . . . your bestest friend . . . am going to try my best to―no . . I WILL make it better again!"

    "it's already better!  it's already better!" I chant, over and over again as if the lie will become true just by speaking it, letting him cover me as I cling to him so tightly.  Like an umbrella, with holes in it, there's no stopping his tears from splashing against mine as he buries his face into my shoulder saying, "You're really cool, even if you're so lazy, and you won't get rid of your sock collection."  God, this . . this is so wrong!  What is wrong with me?  I need to get up!  I need to―

    "I had them lock the door, from the outside."

    Papyrus isn't stupid.  He's naive, maybe a little too innocent, and part of that is my fault, but when he struggles to see things like most people would . . . I mean, a hug of acceptance when someone just dusted practically every monster they just met?  But Frisk . . . fell to their knees as Pappy wrapped them up in his scarf, and so I mean, it worked out, right?

    Like when the king was dead, and so was every other eligible person to take the throne, but my brother . . . he's so cool, because he didn't want anyone to give up hope, so he took the throne, quietly, while everyone stared, and I mean, it worked out, right?

    He wrote to Undyne every day trying his best not to cry, and I would deliver his letters, because I couldn't tell him she was dead.  She was just on vacation.  For a month.  He started to drink, and no one would dare tell him the truth, because in truth, everyone answered to me.  They knew I would dust anyone stupid enough to give my brother a bad time, and I tried to give him a reason to hold on, but . . oh my God . . is that why he can never sleep, why he's so restless and constantly fixing his puzzles?  What am I DOING to him?

    "SANS, PLEASE, TELL HER TO COME BACK!"

    What am I DOING here?

    "paps, please, just leave it alone―"

    "BUT SHE'S GOING TO GET 
LAZY WITH ALL THIS TIME OFF!  YOU SAID MY WORD IS LAW, RIGHT?  SO TELL HER . . TELL HER THAT A COOL KING IS NOT A COOL KING AT ALL WITHOUT ANY FRIENDS!"

    What the fuck am I doing with my life?  While the kids and the flower were out playing God, I've been playing the fool, fucking kidding myself for ever thinking that there was any escape from this endless hell.

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SilvanaAndersson Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant
Valentine heart icon !!!
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IzzyMarrie Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2016
Hello there fantastic stranger. :) Here to spread the positive vibes. <3
Being positive is great. :)
From riding a roller coaster to just eating a snack you enjoy, smiling, laughing, or spreading the love, we've all been positive at least once in our lives.
And today,
I want your life to be positive.
I hope you'll have a dream tonight about doing your favorite things, be it being with loved ones, watching a new season of your favorite show, anything really. Or, even better, that you get to do those things!
Because you deserve all of the happiness in the world. You are amazing, you are great, you are loved and worth it. Never forget that. <3
But most of all, I want YOU
-that's right, you-
To have a positive and wonderful day. <3

:hug: Lots of love. <3

Cordially, CelineDGD,
Happy Helper of the Happy-Squad and Helper of the ConstellationofHelp
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IzzyMarrie Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Well then.  This was certainly... something  lol

At least this was a good something XD

Hope you have a great day too  ^_^

-sends some good vibes right back at cha-
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2016
Hahaha. :heart: Yay. ^^

Thank you lovely. :3

D'aw. :heart:
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ZigiaInfinite Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016  Student General Artist
Thanks for the favourite ! *-*
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IzzyMarrie Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^_^
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UberChimerism Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Here's Hashi's version of the Chinoike! Like me, he's also made them Hidan's clan ^^
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IzzyMarrie Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Ooh, sounds cool!  About to go read it right now
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Bisexual-Human Featured By Owner May 27, 2016  New Deviant
i like ur icon! Naruto was 1 of the 1st anime i ever got into! :heart:
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